I don't know, exactly, where I want this post to go. I don't know quite why I signed into Typepad and hit the Compose button.
I guess I'm not completely comfortable with my vitriolic entry from Sunday and want a fun, breezy post to usurp it. Though, sadly, I'm not experiencing many fun, breezy thoughts at the moment.
Fruit Bat had to get a filling today, and it didn't go particularly well. There was the fear and the needle and the bumping out of a tooth that was loose but that he wasn't quite ready to part with.
Also, we are up against more food issues at school in the form of a gym teacher who's decided that handing out candy is a good incentive. Because physical education and sticky sweets should always go hand-in-hand.
I just received a mass email from an old high school teacher (who I loved) urging her friends to vote YES on a proposition supporting stem cell research. She has ALS (otherwise known as Lou Gehrig's disease) and reading that this dynamic, energetic woman has to type her emails with a drool rag stuffed in her mouth was almost more than I could bear.
And then there's the late October GRAY. The rain I can hear pattering the roof. The shiny half dollar I'm about to slip under Fruit Bat's pillow. The rumpled bed that's urging me in, but that I'm resisting because I'm a little afraid to shut my eyes and let my brain whirl.
And aren't I just a hoot tonight.
Tomorrow will be better.
And that's why I posted the sunny photo of pumpkins. Apropos of nothing. But cheery anyway.






















I bet you'll cheer up once you get to carving those pumpkins.
Posted by: rockzee | October 21, 2008 at 05:00 AM
Momma said there'll be days like this....here's hoping that tomorrow is better!!
Posted by: Laura in LA | October 21, 2008 at 07:04 AM
My husband's away also. Difficult when compounded with kids hurting, dreary weather, and sad news. I understand. Very real post. You know you'll feel better, so I won't say it.
Posted by: csquaredplus3 | October 21, 2008 at 07:17 AM
Yup, put a knife in your hand and carve away ;) Seriously, I thought you had every right to go on about that gym. And sometimes life just needs a rant or two.
Posted by: InTheFastLane | October 21, 2008 at 07:23 AM
Tuesday Bluesday, I'll call it.
Something that made me smile through the pain when my daughter had to have two teeth extracted: the dentist told her she would get paid double from the tooth fairy because someone else had to take them out. I did it, too. She was so happy to see all that cash the next morning. :)
Posted by: all things BD | October 21, 2008 at 07:33 AM
Dreary, cold, gray on the right coast, too.
Posted by: Erin | October 21, 2008 at 08:34 AM
Man I feel the same way. Too bad we can't meet up for coffee. Misery loves company, ya know?
Posted by: Sheryl | October 21, 2008 at 08:35 AM
Hang in there....the sun is out today and it is so nice. Take a walk and if you feel like making trouble, just smash a pumpkin. (kidding)
We may see you tonight??? I am up in the air about it....but always look forward to a gathering, you know. I feel lonely most of the time out here in the 'burbs.
Posted by: leslie | October 21, 2008 at 09:10 AM
Hope those pumpkins cheer you.
(ALS scares me to death. So sad.)
Posted by: Lisa Milton | October 21, 2008 at 10:30 AM
Look out of your window quick - there's sunshine! hope fruit bat is feeling better... ! Sorry to hear about your teacher. and Oh no! to "a gym teacher who's decided that handing out candy is a good incentive." NUTS!(which is a swear word where i am concerned.)
cheer up - your dh will hopefully be back soon!
Posted by: Parul | October 21, 2008 at 10:44 AM
Maybe you need more cat videos???
Posted by: Parul | October 21, 2008 at 10:45 AM
I start feeling this way a lot as the daylight hours shorten. I can relate!
Posted by: Wendy | October 21, 2008 at 01:04 PM
I hope today is better. The sun is shining!
Posted by: Pez | October 21, 2008 at 01:15 PM
It's raining here. Cold, cold rain with sleet to come later. That does not make for happy days. Not after the glorious summer and fall we had.
Oh, I just noticed on your "about me" that you're tall! Me too! Super tall! Tell me what kind of pants you find, please?!
Posted by: k8 | October 21, 2008 at 01:40 PM
I hope the sunshine today boosted your spirits. It's almost Cat Video Friday.
Posted by: Mrs. G. | October 21, 2008 at 03:28 PM
Cheer up. Winter's almost here...pass the beer and cookies, wouldya?
Posted by: Cactus Petunia | October 21, 2008 at 05:27 PM
Sing it with me, "The sun will come out, tomorrow!" Nothing like an earworm to take your mind off things. ;^)
Posted by: Melanie @ MelADramatic Mommy | October 21, 2008 at 07:43 PM
I'm sorry about the candy issue. WTF is up with that?
Loved the pumpkins picture. And your last paragraph.
Now, I'm off to read some juicy Sunday post!?
Posted by: JCK | October 21, 2008 at 10:32 PM
I'm sorry...the PE teacher was giving out candy?!?! Serious?! That's just wrong!
Hang in there, kid! It's always darkest before the storm. Tomorrow is another day! Days like this build character. *do you need me to go on? I can probably dig up a few more?? :-D
A "pity party" is sometimes just what the soul needs...
Those pumpkins rock!! I can probably get the same kind of picture except the pumpkins are the decorative kind and one would fit in the palm of your hand!! :-D Not. quite. the. same.
Posted by: debbie | October 23, 2008 at 06:41 AM
I hate winter blues. They kick my butt several times a year. Turn on all the lights in the house and see if that helps. Then let me know, because I would grab a glass of wine, crawl into bed and call my girlfriends to whine.
Posted by: Katie in MA | October 23, 2008 at 11:07 AM
YAY for cheery pumpkins! I'm sorry the winter grays are starting. We have months of those too (though less rain than you have, it's overcast from November-February). How about this: let's make a Beat the Crap out of the Grays Club (or maybe we could come up with a better title with a catchy acronym). Main idea: send each other cheerful little presents randomly once a month during the gray months, so that there's always the possibility of something fun in the mail. What do you think?
Also? That gym SUCKS, and I can't even believe they're all "we're peanut friendly" and think that's a good idea.
Yet another reason you need something brightly colored and happy in the mail. :)
Posted by: MommyTime | October 23, 2008 at 05:32 PM
Bossy wishes she were there to sit at your kitchen counter and drink wine and boo hoo a bit.
Posted by: BOSSY | October 24, 2008 at 08:04 AM